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Hope grins on the doorway of 2022♥️

The chilly winds on my face, the little mist in the air, red nose, cold hands, mom screaming take care oh, with December, the year comes to an end,  some tears some smiles, and i made one new friend.  The end of this year full of ambiguities is near, bringing the time to reflect what we reared in the whole long year, other than lament and fear. A time to reflect which do's and don'ts crossed our lines & which relations grew fine. What was learnt and what was taught. What was new and what felt like draught,  What engrossed within our hearts & what disappeared fast. What made us grateful & kind, What was love when cherished from distance, What was mirth when tried to express, What was gained and what was lost.  Was all a part of the year just going to pass. Falling again and again with consistency, Then bringing my life into existence, I learned that this world is here to tear you, Are you enough strong to create your own space, Only then, you can embrace,

Choose Yourself, and Those who Choose You!

There is perhaps no more painful thought in the world than that of “nobody likes me.” It’s an easy feeling to indulge and dwell on, a terrible go-to self-attack in low moments when we feel isolated, anxious or left out. This feeling has almost no bearing in reality and no purpose other than to deeply wound us and turn us against ourselves. We start finding faults within ourselves. We blame ourselves for all that happens to us. If someone ignores us, we start thinking something is wrong with us only, if someone acts rude towards us, we start feeling guilty for our nature.  Feeling left out or excluded is something we all experience some way or another, but when it’s crafted by the friends you thought were close to you, a deluge of pain eats away at you. I still remember, one of the instances during my college days. Some classes in college naturally require non-individual projects. As soon as the professor parted his lips one time “You have to work in pairs”, I was met with m

Christmas 2021🎄 Is it really Christmassy?

is it just me, or the last week of the year feels a little sad? i remember when i was thirteen, my parents would decorate a christmas tree. it made me happy.  a few chocolates, good food, few presents and what else does a thirteen-year-old want anyway. as you grow older, the gifts you want from christmas aren't the ones that your mom can get you in the evening. it gets tricky. you want love. you want happiness. you want a life which is peaceful. you want compassion and understanding people around you.  can santa gift happiness to a twenty three year-old? i know, i can't find happiness but talking to a handful of people who matter to me, receiving a few messages that light up my mood and getting a few presents for my lil sister, spending time with my family who really are never intimidated by my presence unlike others who think I'm wierd or damaged just because i Don't follow the crowd or i don't fit in their groups, penning down my thoughts at one place

Hopelessly Sweet People ✨

Sometimes, after an argument in which the other person was clearly at fault, do you end up feeling sad and guilty.? “Did I say too much? Was I too loud? Shit, I have hurt that person. I should call and apologize. I feel terrible now. I should text a big sorry message at least.” This is what happens with you? You are  different. Yes, you feel too much. You care too much. You worry too much. People would say you are an over thinker, you are way too kind and loving to people around you. But you know what? -  You are an idiot as well. You can't keep taking care of others without taking care of yourself. People have used you, they have said the sweet things and then left you bitter in your heart. There would have been times when you have done so much for others, but they left you with an excuse when you needed them. You have always been helping others, but you have felt helpless when you were down in life.  And it's not just you, there are a whole lot of people in this u

To the Rare Gems 💎♥️

There are people who are genuine and honest, there's nothing they'll hide from you if they trust you. However the moment they feel betrayed or devalued, they'll stop talking and live with guilt and constant pain over unresolved situations and misunderstandings. They'll go numb in their souls and would isolate themselves at a place no one can find them, because they'll wonder why they are treated like an enemy in a place where they are supposed to be welcomed. . Why? Because they have a pure soul, they would go to any extent just to see people happy. There are times when these people wipe tears off the faces of people who cause theirs. They pick up people who try to knock them down. They are there for people even when they weren't there for them. They choose to give without ulterior motives. They give because they know what it's like to be without. To long for and being ignored, to speak and not to be heard, to care for and have nothing returned.

To One Year of Writing! -Sensitivity..

Sensitivity is a human trait. Every human being on this Earth is responsive to their environment and that includes all the people in our lives. As sensitives, we may perceive others as insensitive or less conscientious. I can’t count the times I’ve thought to myself, ‘Why in the world would someone say or do that?’ I’ve been intuitively and spiritually tuned-in since early childhood and I was fortunate to have a loving, supportive family. Yet, when I ventured out into the big, wide world, I often felt misunderstood and misperceived. I'm often enmeshed in other people’s energy, to the extent that I would go to any level to love them, care for them, and then be hurt myself thinking about why do people not react the same way, or why do people comment on me. Certainly, there are a small number of people who deliberately act in ways that hurt others. However, I’ve come to recognize most people are simply unconscious about the effect of their words or actions. We all do have